Collapsing World

I felt like that the whole world have just collapsed right before my eyes within the two months. I have not the slightest idea of what’s even going on in my stupid life, as if I’m thrown into a pile of dump in a grasp so tight and so cruel that i don’t even get to know who it belongs to. Even my memories back than, before everything shifted, they are like whiped out in no sign. When I tried to figure them out, I found that I bearly remember a thing, let alone getting myself satisfied in resuming them all.

I would never have imagined things after my hsee so badly, even though I have gotten into my dream school.

All that helps is listening to classical whenever I have the time. And I am getting more addicted to that than ever.

Oh god, I feel so lost…